Despite…..

….of all that had happened, all that’s been said and done, i still long for you

….all the pains that I’ve felt and been feeling at this very moment, i still want you

…. all the ignored messages and calls, I still want to talk to you and hear your voice

…. the pain of accepting who we are now and what you have become after the “mutual” separation, I still want you back

…the uncertainties of your feelings for me,  i don’t even know if you still want to see me, but,  I still want to see you

i love you. still. so much.

and every day of my life I will carry that love just for you.